No one around, yet myself, <br />my thoughts spread all through out, <br />as there is nothing keeping them in. <br />My desolate soul just floats helplessly. <br /> <br />In this space which in its shadow, <br />punctures, trapping my soul in this obscurity. <br />Leaving me here to wait for eternity, <br />with no hope of ever escaping my faith. <br /> <br />I sit in this room as the darkness closes in, <br />corrupting my mind and keeping all away. <br />Yet my heart craves to feel the sweet flesh, <br />of the person who I most admire and love. <br /> <br />My heart skips its normal warm beat, <br />throwing my whole world into an irregular phase. <br />Striking my body in everyway imaginable, <br />fatiguing me as I go through life. <br /> <br />Yet my body feels heavy and dim, <br />my spirit crushed without reviving light, <br />everything which once motivated me sipping away. <br />Abandoning me as I am left as an empty corpse. <br /> <br />A human's mind can only stand little, <br />being alone is the most absolute torture, <br />as even the strongest lose sanity in this condition, <br />going back to reasoning which is hostile. <br /> <br />Tempted to do stuff which are restricted, <br />things which should not be done, <br />all alone without anyone to stop me. <br />My deranged thoughts going wild. <br /> <br />This sinister world soon limits me, <br />as the light all around keeps me locked up, <br />my body so use to the dim and obscure, <br />seems to be scared and afraid of the old feeling. <br /> <br />As someone, my love, at the doors reaches out, <br />but the glare of the light dilates my eyes, <br />keeping me wary of what I'll find out there, <br />in a world which I can't see or adapt, <br />yet just give up, falling into her arms.<br /><br />Javier Falcon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loneliness-114/
