I am sorry for all the times I have failed you, <br />not being there to console and comfort you, <br />when ever I could of made a difference, but didn't. <br />For every chance I might have had to free you from pain. <br /> <br />To liberate your soul from all that torture around, <br />to show you the love which might not have been there at times, <br />as you couldn't come to me, but I could've come to you. <br />At times which you spent all night crying without someone to talk to. <br /> <br />Which I could of been there to hold you in my arms, <br />to support you through these harsh times and disappointments, <br />rocking you to sleep as your worries turn into sweet dreams. <br />Being your one and only guardian angel. <br /> <br />But yet I am so far away, without being able to help, <br />being a coward to come out of my shell which protects myself, <br />not being brave enough to run through the mines for you, <br />being useless when there is enough space in here for the two of us. <br /> <br />And still I sit here and watch you out there all alone, <br />terrorized by the present and cowering about the future, <br />as I watch wishing to switch places with you, now, <br />wanting for you to be safe and me in pain, as I can't stand this anymore. <br /> <br />As I regret everything I haven't done since I met you, <br />everything which would have made your life easier, <br />all which would have maybe put you in this shell here by my side, <br />anything I could of done to show you how much I really care.<br /><br />Javier Falcon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/regret-67/
