This feeling, <br />My suffering, <br />Not healing, <br />Just muffling, <br />My cries, <br />Of sorrow, <br />Dry eyes, <br />Tomorrow- <br /> <br />Will be, <br />Depressing, <br />For me, <br />Regressing, <br />Again, <br />This pain, <br />Won't mend, <br />Disdain, <br />Won't end, <br />I must, <br />Pretend, <br />To be happy again, <br /> <br />Repressed regression, <br />Unyielding pain, <br />Depressed retention, <br />Nonexistent gain, <br /> <br />Useless thoughts, <br />False solutions, <br />Permanent knots, <br />Undeserved retribution <br /> <br />So lonely, <br />So cold, <br />I'm only, <br />Fool's gold, <br />Fake jewels, <br />False reward, <br />Biased rules, <br />Can't afford, <br /> <br />To be nice, <br />To be sane, <br />Tried it twice, <br />With no gain, <br /> <br />I've proven to be, <br />Truly evil inside, <br />This is the true me, <br />There's no need to hide...<br /><br />Derrick Andrews<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-own-reflection-2/
