Here I go again <br />...Again... And again...! <br />I'm in the same place... <br />Again! <br />Same look of fear on my face... <br />Again! <br />I'm forced to face my demons... <br />Again! <br />As I sit on my bathroom floor as I had done many times before then <br />Blade at my side <br />Demons in my head <br />To not give into their negative words, I tried <br />They just wanted me dead <br /> <br />I still try not to give into them as they scream in my head 'grab the blade and cut yourself open! ' <br />This will stop, when? ! <br /> <br />I sit huddled on my bathroom floor <br />Alone <br />Crying <br />And scared... <br />Again! <br />My demons' anger flared <br />I consider ending it all myself <br />Here I go again! !<br /><br />Amy Parkinson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/again-52/
