Dear Suki, <br /> <br />It's been so long now since we said hello. I don't know what's become of you and yet worry and can't help but miss your company. I wish we had started on a better foot...really I tried to be kind. I'm not sure where your kind words ended and the sarcasm began but I miss you anyway because of a feeling...one in which I was touched by a sense of longing in you, an older spirit...an injured one and still I imagined a beautiful heart underneath all. I don't forget that feeling though I try to tell myself it's no use to wish. My heart doesn't yet understand....so I still miss you and like to believe in brighter things...though it hurts much sometimes to hang on to bright hopes. <br /> <br />Miss you Suki, don't really know why...but it hurts tonight...a lonely one. <br /> <br />Jim <br />========================================================== <br />hello jim, <br /> <br />how can you be so unlike him? <br />i am just one of them, <br />so please anchor your mind <br />like a groping hand on some <br />dreamy sands. <br /> <br />truly yours, <br /> <br />suki<br /><br />Suki Nakamura<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-message-from-jim/
