I cant meet expectations <br />Im never good enough <br />the higher I climb <br />the further I fall <br />You just expect too much <br /> <br />I cant raise my hand <br />for fear that im wrong <br />My eyes are red <br />I cant be me <br /> <br />what is wrong with this world <br />you should be the perfect mother <br />I the perfect girl <br />buts that not the truth of things <br />Cause im just a failure <br /> <br />I write good stories share my poems <br />but still you want more <br />A c is unexceptable but that is what i got <br />Afraid to show my report card afraid of what you'll think <br /> <br />Im not the perfection you wanted <br />or the girl you thought you had <br />I have my share of secrets <br />That I cant trust to tell <br /> <br />Cause your just not the mother <br />you should of really been <br />expecting to much <br />screaming at me <br />and killing me inside <br /> <br />theres only soo much of me left <br />One peice that is all <br />I have just a shard <br />of what I use to be <br /> <br />I say the tears are because of him <br />and the scars are from the cat <br />Thats just what you did to me <br />By breaking my heart like that <br /> <br />Yes its a little dramatic <br />but thats just how I feel <br />hollowed and empty <br />Of what was once real <br /> <br />I cant be me cause you dont want that <br />I cant share any of the secrets I have <br />Im breaking down peice by peice <br />untill theres nothing left of me <br /> <br />One day I will become <br />your perfect daughter <br />but I wont be the same <br />I'll be empty of myself <br />Kyla will be just a name. <br /> <br />I'll keep trying only to fail <br />Im just not good enough <br />Im not the perfection you wanted <br />you just expect too much<br /><br />Silence Dogood<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/perfection-41/
