Today I decided it was just too much. <br />Today It just wasn't enough. <br />Today was the first of all my lies. <br />Just two simple words; Im fine. <br />- <br />I went to the washroom. <br />All my friends unaware. <br />No one notices how long. <br />Not one of them cares. <br /> <br />I leaned over the toilet. <br />Got rid of the pain. <br />The impefections. <br />That flow in my veins. <br /> <br />I wiped my mouth clean. <br />Walked right out the door. <br />Promising myself. <br />I'd do this no more. <br /> <br />And into class I went as usual. <br />No one suspected a thing. <br />They continued to talk and do their work. <br />Waiting for the bell to ring. <br /> <br />I got home tired. <br />Lifeless and sick. <br />Wondering how. <br />Life is a gift. <br /> <br />My mother yelled. <br />And screamed my name. <br />And there I was. <br />Not the same. <br /> <br />I went up to my room. <br />Never saying a word. <br />Layed down on my bed. <br />While my stomach churled. <br /> <br />An unknown silence. <br />Crept up to me. <br />As my head fell down. <br />And began to bleed. <br /> <br />I woke up to voices. <br />Same as before. <br />Remembering how. <br />I'd do this no more. <br />- <br />Today I decided it was just too much. <br />Today It just wasn't enough. <br />Today was the first of all my lies. <br />Just two simple words; Im fine.<br /><br />Silence Dogood<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-d-do-this-no-more-anorexia-bulimia/
