we have gone through so much <br />so much hurt so many lies <br />so much joy and so many good times <br />that it makes this so much harder <br /> <br />i hate the thought of ending it all <br />the thought of throwing this all away <br />but u have left me with no choice <br />left me with no other way <br /> <br />u decided to to turn to drugs <br />joined a younger crowd <br />u refused to grow up <br />so we quickly grew apart <br /> <br />with nothing for us to say <br />nothing left that we can do <br />u went ur way <br />and i finally went mine <br /> <br />u are the hardest thing to loose <br />the one thing i thought id never have to miss <br />but in the end thats how the chips fell <br />thats how we came to this <br /> <br />we tried again even after she tore us apart <br />after she destroyed years of friendship <br />that was one time i thought we would never get past <br />but u came crawling back and love prevailed <br /> <br />but now im not so sure <br />we should have ever tried again <br />cause with that one twist of fate <br />i lost all my trust and respect for u <br /> <br />so now u went and changed once again <br />and i cant stand around waiting for history to repeat itself <br />so this is the end pls don't ask me to stay <br />cause we ended the day that u lost my trust <br />and my delusions of u winning it back <br />are no longer there<br /><br />layla joseph<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dont-want-it-like-this-wit-us/
