How do you justify the hate and the pain, <br />I've pushed it down, but it's back again, <br />no matter how hard I try, <br />your determined to show me how big a lie, <br />we were living together, <br />when I said forever, <br />you knew we were not meant to be, <br />still you push me ever closer to insanity, <br />even now, though we are apart, <br />your still trying to control my heart, <br />random phone calls at four in the morn, <br />I'm not interested, when will it dawn? <br />I don't want to play your games no more, <br />your the only person I abhor, <br />no other word to describe this feeling, <br />whenever I talk to you I'm left reeling, <br />listening to you can make grown men cry, <br />when you open your mouth you vomit out lies, <br />you need to grow up and open your eye's, <br />until that day you will never realise, <br />that the most important thing in this world, <br />isn't you, isn't me, its our baby girl!<br /><br />Peri Morgan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-control-5/
