When I finally lay still <br />I'll allow freedom to fill this void <br />should I take this pill? <br />for the sake of me and you? <br />or jump in that lake in the distance <br />as always i try to shake myself from this trance <br />but the chance is less each time <br />i dont need extravagance i need you, <br />you know ill follow where you lead <br />even if it makes me bleed <br />I might finally be freed. <br />From this pain I cause...you cause burns <br />I look inside and see the stain <br />but it doesnt matter this chain stays the same <br />it continues to drive me insane why am I so tame? <br />as I strive for the unreachable goal...you <br />I look up into the blue wishing i could be looking down..... <br />I drown in my own thoughts im already tired of living <br />the lone wolf feels my envy im sure<br /><br />Adam Dumais<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-night-wish-lone-wolf/