You tell me all these things I wish I couldn't hear <br />But I know you can't just keep it to yourself <br />You need someone to listen so I promised I'd always be here <br /> <br />It hurts me to see you like this <br />I want to help make things better <br />But it seems as if theres no way I can <br />I've already tried... <br />And failed so many times <br /> <br />Knowing how you feel makes it hard to sleep at night <br />I can't sleep knowing you dream of dieing <br />And somehow that makes you feel better <br />Things like that might make you feel better, <br />But they make me feel worse <br /> <br />I feel so hopeless <br />Cause theres nothing I can do <br />I cant help you <br />I wish I could make this all go back <br />Back to the way it was <br />But I know theres no way I can <br /> <br />I know you think its funny, <br />But I dont <br />Because its not funny to me that you <br />Want to blow your brains out in front of everyone <br />Just to let them know how you feel <br /> <br />You're my sister and I love you <br />I never want anything to happen to you <br />I promised you I'd always be here for you <br />And I am, I'm here <br />You can fall back into my arms <br />And just cry <br />Just please let me help you <br />It would kill me if you died.<br /><br />Beautifully Unknown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-you-died-2/