I'm exhausted by time and I feel contained <br />the silence in my tiny heart aches from pain, <br />bleeding through my ears from the sounds of life, <br />Makes me wanna grab my pistol and end my life, <br />but I look to the sky and wonder alot, <br />Does God think about me? Are am I just a dot? <br />That can't be true, God is not predjudice <br />but my philosophy in general has no evidence <br />That he rose again for all my sins, I really believe him, <br />Just my thoughts have me sinning over and over again... <br />Forgive me father, but I feel as if you do not like me! ! ! ! <br />Warn me of my wrongs, give me a chance to do right, <br />Time move so slow, like a turtle in frieght <br />Exhausted by Time, I just might pull out this knife to end my life <br />But had to think twice <br />Looking back to the past and saying enough is enough, <br />I look at the clock and just wanna die, <br />Then I hung my head low for my lack of pride, <br />I have denied GOD TWO TIMES, <br />My life damned for sure now! ! ! !<br /><br />shun patterson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/exhausted-by-time/
