pain takes control <br />pain makes me say things that i dont mean <br />like someone is taking over me <br />taking over my body <br />like im not me <br />not me speaking <br />not me inside <br />someone else <br />making others seem it is me <br />when its not <br />i want the pain to stop <br />but i dont know how to stop it <br />please god tell me <br />tell me how to stop it <br />stop the thing inside me <br />taking over me <br />please help me <br />help me get rid of it <br />the thing inside <br />make it stop <br />make it stop <br />im crying out for help <br />but know one is listening <br />no one can hear me <br />i let the thing take over <br />im not me <br />no one can help <br />but myself <br />the one that let it take control <br />the one that let it inside <br />the one is me<br /><br />melissa dixon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-takes-control/