You hurt inside your heart <br />Because things wont ever change <br />When I told you about the start <br />My heart was rearranged <br /> <br />The rape from a year ago <br />Left me with my tears <br />When I realized I said no <br />My pride turned into fears <br /> <br />The knife inside my back <br />Doesn’t exist no longer <br />My lifestyle is still a slack <br />But the struggles made me stronger <br /> <br />Im still haunted with the past <br />And afraid of whats to come <br />I stare through my window glass <br />Drinking my pain with rum <br /> <br />So my pain is out of touch <br />But my heart still cracked in two <br />I never thought itd hurt this much <br />And I owe it all to you <br /> <br />Although gravity may have won <br />But the people never will <br />I look at what ive done <br />And wonder if he loves me still <br /> <br />I take it day by day <br />And I walk it step by step <br />When I figure out what to say <br />My secrets are best kept <br /> <br />So this is my life <br />And the pain I feel gets worse <br />As I struggle and I strife <br />Im bound by evil curse<br /><br />Jessica Henning<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-hurt-inside-your-hear-prt-2/
