every time i see you <br />my body starts to tensen. <br />i fill with anger. <br />i fill with rage. <br />i may have apologized <br />but i don't mean it to this day. <br /> <br />i do not think i did so i apologize again. <br />my body so tense with anxiety <br />as i speak with you. <br />i do not want this time to be a lie. <br /> <br />so i will wait. <br />wait till i can speak to you <br />wait till i don't cry <br />wait till i can bare you <br />every thought and every time.<br /><br />Shannon Snyder<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-not-ready-3/
