people tell me this, <br />people tell you that, <br />what do you believe? <br />crazy things happening, <br />doing things to avoid drama, <br />but, that not all. <br />the pain that hide, <br />everytime i go to bed, <br />sometimes makes me question, <br />why am i here? <br />toughts linger, <br />for as long as the pain, <br />don't really know. <br />all i know is people controling me, <br />i feel like a puppet, <br />do what you want, <br />why should i care? <br />you don't. <br />only about you. <br />that's not me. <br />and yet i'm the one being controled. <br />for no good reason. <br />let me free! <br />you don't know me, <br />i just want to be happy <br />apperanly, you know what that is, <br />so wrong in so many ways, <br />i just want to be me, <br />but, you not ready to accept that. i'm not the girl who needs saving, <br />i'm the girl who getting there, <br />just be my support, <br />that alll i need. <br />Copyright © 2009 <br />3-17-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/controled/
