do you hear me when i speak? <br />do you care what i have to go through? <br />i question my existance, <br />from time to time, <br />wondering if i will be happy, <br />if there was no me, <br />it seems like a lovely plan, <br />because than i have no $h! t, <br />i'll be free from a life i don't want, <br />because of everything i've been through, <br />makes me think of my next move, <br />because i'm sick of getting nowhere, <br />and i don't feel you care, <br />about what i have to do, <br />but do you give a d@mn? <br />do you care i'm looking for a reason out? <br />i may say suicide is never the answer, <br />but, if it means i don't have to put up with this $h! t, <br />than let me be, <br />can't i be free? <br />i may break alot of hearts, <br />and i know i'll be my fault, <br />but, getting rid of this pain, <br />is where i'm at, <br />i had enough, <br />i just want it to end, <br />but, how? <br />i'm tiried of working through, <br />when i don't get far, <br />money makes people greedy, <br />would it still be more special, <br />than my life? <br />you let me know, <br />when i am no longer here. <br /> <br />Copyright © 2009 <br />4-16-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/do-you-care-what-i-ve-been-through/
