i know this is not the way, <br />but, it's the only way i feel i can win, <br />i can't deal with life, <br />there seem to be no way i can win, <br />would you agree, <br />everything messed up, <br />can't change what i want, <br />so all i say is let me go, <br />i don't want help, <br />that just mean more fo me to do, <br />life not easing up, <br />left with same stuff, <br />would you agree? <br />stress builds anger, <br />anger builds urges, <br />urges to take my life, <br />but, to some that not agreeable, <br />to the one thing i do want. <br /> <br />5-6-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/just-let-me-take-control/