i know you care, <br />that's okay, <br />i didn't mean to scare you, <br />that wasn't the goal, <br />i just want to be free, <br />i would ask you to let me go, <br />but, if only i wasn't your sister, <br />this would be easy, <br />i'm sick of fighting for what i can't have, <br />a mother to hold, <br />who be there to see me grow, <br />maybe i just want to be closer, <br />i don't really know, <br />either way i don't like the pain, <br />both hurt badly at time, <br />but, what can you do? <br />can't change what you want, <br />life is just seeming more and more unfair, <br />people have a hold on you, <br />nobody backing down without a fight, <br />can't i just go in peace? <br />but, these are the moments, <br /> where nothing you want is agreeable. <br /> <br />5-14-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-we-wasn-t-family/
