i can tell you how much i hate my life, <br />and still you would not understand my stuggles, <br />everyday i find myself in a place i don't like, <br />and can't seem to excape, <br />i wonder when i can find peace, <br />just to live my life, <br />to enjoy it like i use to, <br />but now it became hard, <br />my cloulds are gray, <br />with lots of rain, <br />and it seems like nobody even cares, <br />when i scream at the tops of my lungs, <br />it's like nobody hears, <br />they missing what's in front, <br />without knowing how to help, <br />it's like i'm trapped in a place, <br />i don't want to go, <br />but, nobody knows how to help, <br />lost and confused, <br />where my only option, <br />seems to be suicide, <br />but so many questions left remaining, <br />whether it be about my family, <br />and others i leave behind, <br />without a reason of my absance, <br />just a broken heart and anger, <br />into why i did it, <br />why i take the easy way out, <br />without getting help? <br />to me, my only question is, <br />what would they do? <br />it seems as if nobody can understand, <br />let alone find a way to help, <br />so my last question is, <br />why not do it, <br />everything else seem to already fail? <br />Copyright © 2009 <br />11-18-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/will-you-be-able-to-understand-my-last-option-or-just-tell-me-i-m-wrong/
