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mona martinez - I Realized Why I Hate Rejection

2014-06-15 5 Dailymotion

i hate being rejected, <br />i never understood until today, <br />it replays in my mind, <br />the day you told me, <br />that it was my fault, <br />it couldn't be the way it was, <br />when it was you and i, <br />i was a child, <br />you put the blame on me, <br />told me i opened my mouth, <br />and now things can never be the same, <br />i was a child, <br />everything you were doing to me, <br />just felt so wrong, <br />i enjoyed the attention, <br />looking back, <br />i don't think it was worth it, <br />there are memories i won't forget, <br />everything you did to me, <br />was set in stone, <br />it will never be undone or erased, <br />it will remain, <br />a memory i wish to distroy, <br />but i can't, <br />it's a memory and feeling, <br />that is hard to live with at times, <br />being told as a child, <br />that you wasn't good enough, <br />by a man who had no right, <br />and yet i'm the one hurting, <br />it don't feel fair, <br />you got what you enjoyed, <br />and i didn't even asked for it, <br />i was forced into doing it, <br />what i didn't want to do, <br />it no wonder i put myself, <br />in the same exact thing you put me in, <br />it feels right, <br />but at the same time, <br />i'm hallow and numb, <br />i don't feel nothing, <br />i'm not even sure if i want to feel something, <br />because feeling something means, <br />feeling the deep pain, <br />i let myself go years trying to forget, <br />it will all come flooding back, <br />all the pain is hard, <br />it don't seem to get easier.<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-realized-why-i-hate-rejection/

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