until i fall asleep <br />to all my sad songs, <br />ill lay in my bed, <br />pondering, <br />wondering, <br />and thinking, <br />deeper then ever. <br />searching all possibilities, <br />positive and nagitive, <br />thinking of the worst, <br />and if I'm lucky, <br />the best. <br />Its my time to ponder <br />and wonder the night away. <br /> <br />the lights fade, <br />the stars fall, <br />and the moon grows dull. <br />the heat is gone, <br />while the shivers come. <br />eyes glow, <br />while the heart grows fond, <br />its only a matter of time, <br />before it all gets too much. <br />Deeper and deep you fall, <br />deeper and deeper you sink. <br />as the lights fade, <br />and stars fall, <br />and the moon grows dull. <br />All as i ponder, <br />in sync with songs <br />that make me wonder.<br /><br />Tessa Monaghan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ponder-4/