i don't know <br />what your thinking <br />i don't know <br />what your going through <br />all i know <br />is that i don't matter any more. <br />at least <br />that's what i think. <br />i have gone down in importance, <br />and i don't know why <br />i don't know <br />what i did wrong <br />or when. <br /> <br />i did a little hunting around <br />and came to this conclusion, <br />shes back in, <br />and i was kicked out <br />you got tired of me <br />and didn't follow <br />what you said you would do <br />i don't know what happened <br />but it was over <br />before it even began. <br /> <br />confusion on my end <br />who knows on yours <br />so much happened <br />so fast <br />but i don't know <br />why <br />ow when exactly <br />everything took place. <br />i would try to talk <br />but you shot me down <br />ignore, <br />as little contact as possible. <br />like your trying to get rid of me <br /> <br />so <br />i got the hint. <br />left you alone. <br />that's what you wanted <br />isn't it? <br />and it hurt. <br />i dont know <br />how you did this <br />to me <br />or why. <br /> <br />i gave it my all <br />i got connected <br />with both mind <br />and heart. <br />but i guess that wasn't enough <br />my hurt heart <br />Innocent mind <br />and pure eyes of love <br />wasn't enough. <br />Every thought i had <br />every dream i witnessed <br />every word i spoke <br />and every breath i took <br />in memorace of you <br />was worthless <br />and a waist in your eyes, <br />that's what you now <br />have me thinking. <br /> <br />now <br />you don't have me wishing <br />that we were together <br />you have me wishing <br />that none of this happened <br />that everything was still how it was <br />during break. <br />you have me then wonder <br />would it be better <br />if we never talked in the first place? <br />i don't know <br />what your thinking <br />because of you <br />i don't know <br />a whole lot anymore.<br /><br />Tessa Monaghan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-don-t-know-49/
