I try to be the best friend I can, <br />But you're too stubborn to let me in. <br />Every time I try to get close to you, <br />You always push me further away. <br /> <br />How can I deal with all these mood swings? <br />Everything I say turns out wrong. <br />Trying my hardest to be your friend, <br />All I do is fail miserably. <br /> <br />Do you not see the affect it has on me? <br />Even a blind man can see it. <br />How I truly feel is well hidden. <br />Only behind this thing called a smile. <br /> <br />The smile only covers half the chaos. <br />The rest is complete sadness. <br />I use these because I have to. <br />Without them, my life would be crazy. <br /> <br />Now I completely regret it all. <br />Especially since I have to say goodbye. <br />You're the best thing that happened to me. <br />Forever, I will remember this!<br /><br />kayla martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/half-smile-half-complete-sadness/
