I distinctly remember when i was 6... <br />when my mother and dad told me that i was only legally theirs.. <br />my 'REAL' mother only 18 at the time.. <br />couldn't understake a baby.. FEED it.... CLOTH it..... EDUCATE it.. <br />maybe even LOVE it.. a little how could she when she.. <br />was still in school herself.... still LEARNING..GROWING.. DECIPHERING life.... and UNCONSCIOUSLY crying out for a little <br />LOVE herself..? <br /> <br />I know her name.. <br />I know who she is.. <br />Now she's married and living a Happy life...... <br />Hard to believe at 32 childless....PAYING...(like I always have) <br />For being too GREEDY... <br />It's kind of SAD maybe I'll FORGIVE her.... <br />Maybe I WON'T... B/C.... <br />On that COLD..... DARK... day.... <br />When she GAVE me AWAY she pretty much..... <br />CHANGED..... <br />MY LIFE......<br /><br />Jessica Waskelis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bitterness-9/
