Pain Still Lays Here <br />Being me isn’t so easy <br />I can’t find anything to set me free <br />Now that I have given up self-injury <br />I still have pain <br />Even though I let everything go <br />I still feel the pain though <br />But why? <br />Why have I been suicidal all of my life? <br />What did I do? <br />Some how I fucked up my life <br />Yet I have no clue <br />What happened <br />Why I am the girl <br />How fakes a smile <br />I’m always faking a smile <br />It is driving me crazy <br />I can’t find out why it has to be me <br />Why me? <br />I need something to set me free <br />Dare I turn back to the razor blade <br />Or should I just sit and wait <br />For the pain to go away <br />When will this pain go away? <br />When will I not feel shame?<br /><br />Broken Hearts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-pain-still-here/
