Displaced internally am I <br />I dont see <br />though I am sitting opposite you <br />I am talking to you <br />yet I am listening to something else <br />I am here <br />yet, I am not here <br /> <br />My thoughts are indisciplined <br />I dream about things <br />I have never seen <br />I see photos of places <br />I have never been <br />I live in dream <br />with men I know not <br />My dreams are composed of emotions <br />I cannot ever conceive of <br /> <br />I do things <br />which I never intent to do <br />I speak words <br />which I never have thought of <br />I act in a way <br />which is incoherent to myself <br />Am I not displaced Internally? <br /> <br />My body parts vibrate <br />or rather shiver and shake <br />without my brain messages <br />attimes I can watch my own body <br />moving without any warning <br />I wonder who am I <br />living in or out of this body <br />and who controls me <br />or am I a slave of my senses <br />who like masters or spirits guarding me <br />dictate what this body should do <br />or not to do........<br /><br />lalitha iyer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/internally-displaced/