I dont know what to do; <br />I am reduced to nothing <br />my aims are no more sound <br />my goals dont bound <br />I am just wondering <br />my body within shivering <br /> <br />my senses devalued <br />my passions crystallized <br />my sentiments criticized <br />my ideas centrifugalized <br /> <br />good and bad <br />sabotaged <br />all goods are cowardish <br />all bads are gold medalists <br /> <br />where is God? <br />playing hide and seek <br />or seeking me <br />with as much vigour <br />as I seek him <br /> <br />may be in Crores <br />of Galaxies <br />he is staying <br />in one <br />and seeking from the other end <br />and I from this end <br /> <br />all physical nuditites <br />echoing stupidity <br />and mocking at me <br />The entire Galaxies <br />are budding in my inner self <br />I am shivering <br />I am quivering <br />I am trembling <br />I am lost, dont know <br />what to do <br />all tangibilities <br />killing me from within <br />about to burst <br />about to worst <br />I am like the Species girl <br />transforming into something <br />I dont know, choiceless <br />I am not dying, no <br />I am metamorphosised <br />Oh, the pain of changing <br />from within, the cosmic attacks <br />Oh...............I am pained <br />but words are meaningless <br />words are wastes <br />they dont express <br />what I am undergoing <br />the spell is cast <br />Let me die unconscious........<br /><br />lalitha iyer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-i-dont-know-what-to-do/
