Why can't I forget? <br />It seems to me that to remember you is more painful then having no memory of you at all. <br />Saddened by the thought of that being the truth... because it is. <br />Why can't I forget you? <br />I want to. I want to hate you like you wanted me to have done in the beggining. Why was I so ignorant? I repented the pain for so long... I didn't believe your words. In the end though. You were right, we could not last forever together. In the end it was my fault... for not hating you. <br />I asked you where all our happy thoughts went. <br />All you could reply was simply that we never had any. <br />It was true. There never was any. Not a thought. <br />We just loved eachother. To death. Believe me. To death. <br />I never gave up on you... and you never on me. You asked me to just give in. Just say it. Just say those words. 'I hate you.' <br />I'm sorry. I was too stupid. It wasn't what I wanted. Ever. <br />But now? <br />Should I give you the truth? <br />The one that hurts the most? <br />The one that writhes pain in my heart? <br />The one that sends acid through my veins at the thought? <br />No. I would still love you. I would never say those words. <br />Your so angry but you can't say anything... you just collapse. <br />Because he knows it too. We were never to be apart. We were never meant to never be in pain. We feel it everyday. <br />I love you. <br />I want to forget you. <br />I want to hate you. <br />Could I ever forget you? <br />No. <br />Would I ever be able to hate you? <br />No. <br />Will I always love you... even if its what kills me? <br />Yes. <br />To death. Believe me. To death.<br /><br />Ashley Fortin<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forget-you-3/
