Open your eyes to what I see <br />Cold and hate is what I feel <br />I can’t get out of it not even if I made I deal <br />Pride is all that keeps me up <br />My limbs which like there melting into a cup <br />Numbness and icy cold <br />I in the deep end and drowning <br />But for what I care anymore <br />My limbs are shaking and going blue <br />Struggling for what left of my life <br />But I will not go down without a fight <br /> I jump gasping for air <br />But this is too much that I can bare <br />I’m not shaking anymore and my body is shutting down <br />My heart is slowing unstill it makes no sound <br />I hope you do not think badly of me <br />But for my last message I hope that you see <br />That I could not make it even if I tried <br />But for once in my life I feel free <br />But this isn’t what I wanted <br />Dieing was not the key <br />I wanted to stay with whom I love <br />But the cold is all I’m free of…<br /><br />Icy rivas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/an-icy-cold/