I became aware of the big picture <br />and realised my participation as small as it is. <br />Then my experience here became pointless, meaningless, <br />from the view of the grand scheme. <br />So I stopped being so aware and <br />came back to this level of reality, <br />the little picture, to continue in this awareness. <br />I may seem pointless at some view, <br />but all have meaning <br />so I must to.<br /><br />Bullion Grey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/so-i-must-to/