The hurting, trouble and crying, <br />On the inside I am slowly dying. <br />I regret giving him what he wanted, <br />But if I hadn't, it would've been me he would've taunted. <br />I am now angry, depressed and hurt, <br />I now feel worse, and lower than dirt. <br />I never want to see his face again, <br />I don't want to have anymore trouble with boys, guys or men. <br />It's hard going through this day by day, <br />I regret letting him have his way. <br />Now we don't talk, text or type, <br />I wish I hadn't started texting him that Christmas Night. <br />I'm scared of having to face my dad, <br />I know he hates me now, and is extremely mad! <br />I wish my parents knew how sorry I am, <br />I'm trying to make things right, even thought there's no way I can. <br />My mom says I only regret it because i got caught, <br />And it seems that there's no way to convince her that it's not! <br />I realize that he's a jerk, and that's all he will ever be, <br />And now I know he didn't deserve to get anything from me. <br />I don't want to be on this earth anymore, <br />I want to get away from this life, this hell, this bore. <br />I'm too scared to drive a dagger through my heart, or a knife through my chest, <br />So come on mom, dad and God please do your best. <br />My grandma says I will live through this pain and sadness, <br />But I don't want to be apart of anymore of this madness. <br />Maybe I will start with cuts or starve, <br />But for right now I am drowning in the tears of a broken heart.<br /><br />Tiffany Wolf<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/christmas-night-6/
