Pain... Tension... Fatigue... <br />Depression... <br />Anger, Aggression, Frustration. <br />All these unwanted sensations - <br />Burning, hurting, tearing. <br />My heart alone, cold and fearing. <br />Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, <br />Let me forget <br />To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? <br />These memories inside, swirling, twirling, <br />unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. <br />Repeating, resisting, insisting - <br />Refusing to be denied its recognition <br />Of its position in my <br />Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. <br />Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, <br />Because there's so much to gain <br />By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. <br />Unfocused, unclear, out of control, <br />My world spinning, spinning, spinning, <br />My sanity flying through the door. <br />My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, <br />Like fine sands running through my hands, <br />I'm losing my mind.<br /><br />April Janvier<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confessions-of-a-broken-heart-5/
