I haven’t found a single Dutch term <br />IRC and lurisnummer, in vain I trawl <br />the internet, I bet Hanlie knows where to <br />find police terminology, the Dark Middle <br />Ages represent a lighted sharpness com- <br />pared to the sluggishness in my head <br /> <br />Have you ever experienced absolute conviction <br />you cannot master a task, it is so high above your <br />normal thought process, even while you hack at the <br />seams, you keep sinking deeper and deeper into your <br />own subjective experience of inability? Why I always <br />end up in these situations <br /> <br />Instead of sweeping streets, washing cars, writing <br />tickets, serving at bars, I cannot understand; why a <br />Dutch document should have fallen into my incapable <br />hands for translation, cannot be fathomed, maybe it <br />is a lesson that life is random, chaos reigns supreme <br />embrace materialism with abandon <br /> <br />Flee because death will set you free <br /> <br />Maybe the total destruction of death means it is madness <br />to do anything, just lose consciousness and never know <br />anything for eternity, maybe I could turn into a stone or <br />a rock and sleep through the ages of infinity, maybe <br />reincarnation means I can become a mineral in my <br />next life, existing in blessed <br /> <br />Unconsciousness – what a great prospect <br /> <br />Just right for me!<br /><br />Margaret Alice<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/blessed-unconsciousness-09-10-09/
