Is this the price I pay for love? <br />A battle of wills a battle of the past, the ghosts of past transgressions, <br /> Moments are rot with pain, anguish, then…. <br />Peace, happiness like nothing I have ever <br />Experienced. <br />I feel so alone and angry <br />No one can truly understand what is <br />Going on but you and I. <br /> <br />I need it to stop…I want it to stop. <br />Is loving you now, so horrible, so unattainable? <br />Week after week, it’s never ending…the war continues. <br />So..so..tired….want your embrace, your love…. <br />Love is so pricey…I lose my soul a little each time and <br />The sadness deepens.<br /><br />Pauline Levesque<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sad-41/
