What am i supposed to think? <br />When you turned your back on me <br />like a skunk with a stink <br />You crushed all my hopes, my dreams, <br />my childhood sunbeams <br />Protection security all the things a dad should provide <br />without question hesitation <br />You..You.. chose to hide <br />you got on the fast train and left the station <br />Now im left standing alone <br />cut and slashed to the bone <br /> <br />What am i supposed to think? <br /> <br />No contact through the years <br />what should i do with my bucket of tears <br />Do you sleep at night <br />Do you think of your lost daughters plight <br />No i don't think you're even aware of the damage <br />you've done <br />So i shall move on and on <br />a new happier life <br />The one i deserve and need <br />I have sown my own brand new seed <br />As it grows i will heal <br />Break the chains that tore my heels <br />dragged me down with a constant frown <br />So thanks Dad i've learnt <br />Lifes what you make it so as to avoid the hurt <br />MY beautiful new family i will protect and cherish <br />And all love for you dad will perish.<br /><br />Sharon Andrews<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dear-dad-16/