This heartache <br /> Isn't worth the pain <br />It happens <br /> Over and over again <br /> <br />I'm tired <br />Of putting on my smile <br />Laughing like I'm fine <br />Then crying all night <br /> <br />No one can tell <br />It's killing me inside <br />I loved him deeply <br />Thought he was mine <br /> <br />I told him <br />I couldn't live without him <br />That with him gone <br />I'd try to end it <br /> <br /> He didn't care <br />About my precious life <br />Didn't take the time <br />To even say good-bye <br /> <br /> I'll stay true <br />To my word <br />Cut my wrist <br />My secret unheard <br /> <br />It's killing me <br />Deep within <br />My suicide <br />It's just for him<br /><br />Rose Marie Cook<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-suicide-20/
