I try to come closer but unable to do <br />Fail to look in her eyes but that too proves untrue <br />What else can be done to prove my existence? <br />A stage of no control on mind in her presence <br /> <br />I try to build castles in the air <br />But it looks funny and unfair <br />If I can’t approach her with some authority <br />It is sign of weak person and bad quality <br /> <br />I am least concerned about a year nearing to an end <br />I am person of weak and unstable mind for anything to send <br />Neither a word of attachment nor a sign of true feelings <br />Inner cells are dying slowly with almost conscious killing <br /> <br />If such is the case with her presence <br />What can be state of long absence? <br />I fear about the unforeseen consequences <br />I try to find some lovely words with sentences <br /> <br />Nights seems to me as dark era in offing <br />I dance to the tune as joker in the circus ring <br />She is at the centre of complete show <br />My fears are confounded and certainly grow <br /> <br />Moon suddenly failed to draw my attention <br />Stars were fading and found no worth mention <br />“Night can’t shadow me or rule’” I asserted <br />I must see her with new approach and feel elated <br /> <br />She is worth million and needs special mention <br />Either in words or with some special composition <br />Poems can be an easy option with lots of appreciation <br />A reason worth deserving for building up of good relation <br /> <br />I must be good at conceiving the idea for lovely praise <br />She must get fair ideas of my motive and blind chase <br />First time I got worry lines off and little smile on face <br />After all it was long marathon and to be considered as race <br /> <br />It was undisputed and powerful arm in the hands of lover <br />Who at one point of time was failure and nonbeliever? <br />Today he has powerful ideas to influence and gain the access <br />What else can be termed it as saving off the lost face?<br /><br />hasmukh amathalal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/castle-in-the-air/
