It lives deep inside me every single day <br />It wants out, but I must block the way <br />It feeds on my agony and my pain <br />It pumps into and out of my veins <br />It gets wasted everytime I used it <br />It hates when someone tries to abuse it <br />It has a boundary made of tears <br />It cries out, but nobody hears <br />It is slowly turning into a black hole <br />It is finding that I am losing my soul <br />It haunts my dreams, night by night <br />It shatters my feelings with its might <br />It aches for that one person every day <br />It always turns into pain some way <br />It misses the soft touch of your hand <br />It misses the way it made me feel like a man <br />It wants one more chance to make everytihng great <br />It may even settle for just one last date <br />It wants to hold you one last time <br />It just needs you to give it a sign <br />It is starting to crumble and fall apart <br />It is the true feelings of my heart<br /><br />Thomas Bo Lee Daves II<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lock-down-3/
