I feel like I am standing. No…Drowning three feet under water. <br />Screaming for help. But no one seems to be coming. <br />I feel like my own Carbon is filling my lungs <br />The more I try to push the water away from my mouth the more air I loose. <br />-CAN YOU HEAR ME! -- <br /> <br />Like I am drowning in the emotions that I am trying to deny I have. <br />The feelings that I feel will only cause harm <br />So I try to dropp hints that I am feeling a certain way but your not catching them. <br />Where am I -AMING- them? <br />How am I -THROWING-them? <br />Why aren’t -YOU- catching them? <br /> <br />Love is a funny thing <br />The best way to know you have it <br />Is when it is almost gone <br /> <br />I will always have problems with myself <br />cause I’m always comparing myself to what I believe is beautiful <br />And let me tell you most of the time <br />-IT”S NOT ME- <br /> <br />I know I have a heart <br />Cause I can hear it beating <br />If I could I would put it in a box and throw it in a well <br />One so deep it will never come back <br />-YOU”RE SAFE THERE- <br /> <br />A persons heart was not meant to become puzzle pieces <br />They never seem to fit right after they fell to the floor <br />There always seems to be that one missing piece <br />- HAVE YOU FOUND THAT SELF-ESTEEM PIECE YET? - <br /> <br />Sometimes I miss my smokes so much <br />They gave me that breath of fresh air <br /> <br />I feel like I am the burden in my relationships <br />I guess sometimes I can’t roll with the punches <br />Sometimes they leave burses <br />Like the nice shiner left on my ego <br />-MAYBE IT”S CAUSE IM HUMAN- <br /> <br />I don’t like to hurt other people <br />I don’t want them to feel my pain <br />But where does that leave me? <br />-ALONE-- <br /> <br />Pity parties are no fun <br />But I am always getting invited to them. <br />-MAYBE I SHOULDEN”T R.S.V.P- <br /> <br /> <br />i naturally have a heavy heart <br />for years i have been putting people in there <br />They tend to leave, but their problems always stay <br />-MAYBE IT WILL HURT LESS NEXT TIME-<br /><br />Charlotte Ambrosia<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-none-rhyming-poem-maybe-it-s-not-a-poem-at-all/
