He stares, <br />He looks, <br />He pulls a face at my hideous looks, <br />He hates my smile, <br />He thinks im vile, <br />Am i really that bad? <br />Am i really that sad? <br /> <br />He sees my pain, <br />But he doesnt care, <br />He sees my scars, <br />But he judges, <br />Im ugly, <br />Worthless, <br />Pointless, <br />And a total waste of time. <br /> <br />Im a living nightmare, <br />I have no life worth living, <br />He sees me everyday, <br />But he just wishes to escape. <br /> <br />I wish he could feel, <br />The connection and longing i do, <br />I wish he could see the real me, <br />But he is too blind to notice, <br /> <br />Notice that behind the ugliness, <br />Behind the pain, <br />Behind my mask, <br />I just need love.<br /><br />Jodie Louise Pollock<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-looks-hideous/
