i Sit here and wonder <br />why do i think like this <br />do i think to much? <br />i Wish i could get over this <br />its like a headache that never goes away... <br />In reality it is a headache that never goes away. <br />i wish i could express how i really feel. <br />im so observant, lost in thought <br />the one that sits off to the side and watches <br />watches everyones movement <br />their every little move. <br />i learn so much <br />that it hurts... <br />i want to stop, I WANT TO STOP! <br />but i cant this is who i am. <br />can anyone help me <br />of course no one can <br />i have to live with this for the rest of my life <br />This is me and it will never change... <br />i want to make people like me for me <br />but i also have to learn <br />that they are the stubborn ones <br />to not notice the things around them <br />their the ones that are getting hurt worse then me <br />Cause in the future <br />they will look back <br />and see what they have missed, <br />i want to make them see <br />see their surroundings <br />and not be so absorbed <br />in their own liitle worlds <br />and take time to notice the things around them <br />im the only one... <br />i feel like such a loner but thats not always bad <br />i want to stand out but <br />in the long run <br />i still want them to see...<br /><br />Patricia Wiley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-37/
