What will be what could've been <br />By Brett Huizenga <br /> <br />I dont know why Im so depressed, <br />Im never under too much stress, <br />Its gotten to the point where I must confess <br />I dont shine like I did before. <br /> <br />I'll take the bruises take the hits, <br />Deal with step-dads punching fits, <br />Fight back till he gives up or quits <br />But its rejection that hurts more. <br /> <br />Now maybe I cant get a girl because Im not too pretty, <br />But I cant be funny all the time because Im not that witty. <br />And the last thing that a want is for them all to give me pitty, <br />But I do need something because its been going so damn... bad. <br /> <br />Every time I see her, <br />I hide 'cause Im a wreck. <br />Every time she sees me, <br />She looks like she doesn't care. <br />And every time I see her, <br />My heart is in my neck <br />And every time she sees me, <br />She seems completely unaware <br />Of the feeelings that I harbor and the feeling that I hold, <br />And of the warm heart in me that is slowley turning cold. <br /> <br />She just seems so perfect, <br />And thats never going to change. <br />But if she was mine for just a day, <br />The stars I would rearrange. <br /> <br />Now I dont want to send the stalker vibe, <br />Dont take me the wrong way, <br />Its just hard not to talk about someone, <br />When you think about them every day. <br /> <br />I just want her to know I aint like every other guy, <br />And even though theres an age difference, <br />She should at least give it a try.<br /><br />Brett Huizenga<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-will-be-what-could-ve-been/
