Standing next to my sin <br /> <br />just remembering where it begins <br /> <br />young i was waiting for <br /> <br />the one i looked up to <br /> <br />he was taken away from me <br /> <br />so i started fighting life <br /> <br />rebelling is what they call it <br /> <br />i say it was searching <br /> <br />i was only reacting to the pain surrounding me <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />THIS IS NOT AN APOLOGY <br /> <br />I DON'T BELIEVE I SHOULD BE SORRY <br /> <br />COZ THAT MEANS I ACCEPT WHAT HAPPENED <br /> <br />I WONT EVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />When i was searching <br /> <br />i came across more battles <br /> <br />i lost two friends on the same day <br /> <br />now everyone is waiting for what I have got to say <br /> <br />so here is a sudden reaction I have exploded <br /> <br />into thousands of sins <br /> <br />so many times I have supported feelings <br /> <br />for it to be taken away from me <br /> <br />now all i do battle <br /> <br />all the feelings i need in my life <br /> <br />I'M NOT HERE TO BE SORRY <br /> <br />I'M NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD <br /> <br />SO NEVER REGRET COZ I DONT<br /><br />Lee Howlett<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/standing-next-to-my-sin-just-remembering-where-it-begins/
