So much more angry... <br />but I don't know with who! ? <br />Feeling overwhelmed with rage..... <br />Need soemthing to lash out at.... <br />Head close to exploding! ! ! ! ! ! <br />Blood boiling in my body, <br />I feel my face turn red... <br />My body aching..... <br />I shiver and shake, <br />moan and groan, <br />Looking upward...but no tears will fall... <br />needing some kind of release..... <br />Where will it come from, <br />I don't know! <br />I'm a prisonor of my own thoughts.... <br />Being tormented inside my head... <br />the smaller me on my knees... <br />crying... <br />covered in bruises, and blood... <br />looking up to the bigger me asking, <br />'why? '<br /><br />God is Good<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/just-jotting-down-my-thoughts/