walking through my long lonely way <br />found out that my ambition was sold <br />in the darkness solitude stands bold <br />uncovering a new obstacle I can't unfold <br /> <br />a scent of affliction flies in the air <br />growing wishes captured by despair <br />nightmares, the unborn dreams abort <br />paying for my morbide thoughts, i can't afford <br /> <br />in my mind a flashing memory of suicide <br />blinde, although my eyes are open wide <br />can't find the way on which I've lost my soul <br />all i get is a picture of a child who's too old <br />and my body is frozen by the bitting cold <br /> <br />no pulse..eyelids imprison the begging tears <br />the fighting breathes stop <br />and the hands raised wid prayers to the sky... <br />to the ground forever drop <br /> <br />16-11-2009<br /><br />rowan ahmed<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forever-fall/