Razor in hand. <br />Blood flows as my skin bleeds. <br />I have to do this. <br />I have to bleed. <br />Its what my body needs. <br />I need the pain, <br />I need to feel. <br />My heart feels made of broken steal. <br />I have to do this <br />Just so I feel in place. <br /> <br />My body needs the pain, <br />Its much better to be able to feel. <br /> <br />Inside I am numb. <br />My brain is all but mush. <br /> <br />Now the blood is flowing freely, <br />At last the locked up tears are out, <br />they flow in my blood freely. <br />I am in a bad place,<br /><br />Amy Louise Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/in-a-place/
