its been a while since i wrote a poem <br />its been kinda hard to write ever since July 24 of 2009. <br /> <br />now i feel like i have absolutely nobody in this world <br />i cant depend on my family or my friends. <br /> <br />i am lost in this three dimensional world <br />that i wasnt supposed to be born in. <br /> <br />yesterday was my first cry of 2010 <br />i could be so nice and so sweet. <br /> <br />but its like i cant anymore <br />cuz not a d*mn person is nice or sweet to me. <br /> <br />i got my mama holding sh*t over my head <br />which makes me wanna do it on purpose. <br /> <br />i miss my daddy so much <br />i just want him here with me. <br /> <br />i have no friends <br />that respect me. <br /> <br />and i have a boyfriend <br />who just proved me wrong. <br /> <br /> - La'Veranique <br /> *aka* dat girl nickey<br /><br />Nickey Mason<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/unexplainable-4/
