Some say that ignorance is bliss, <br />But it has caused me to miss <br />The greatest thing to happen to me, <br />The greatest thing that I could see. <br />The thing I missed, that thing was you, <br />Now I don't know what to do. <br />To win your heart, perhaps I can, <br />But now you have another man <br />Pushing me out of my place <br />In your heart please don't erase <br />me from your beautiful mind <br />To you I shall always be kind. <br />Fate, you've dealt me a cruel hand <br />And your absence I cannot stand. <br />Without you I shall always cry <br />Noone will love you more than I. <br />In my heart you'll always stay <br />My bestest friend, I'll be okay <br />Without your passionate wonderful love <br />My beautiful Angel, my Green-Eyed Dove. <br />Perhaps I'll draw a better card <br />Till then I'll remain on my guard <br />Waiting for that day to come, <br />Oh how could I have been so dumb <br />Not to see before my eyes <br />That I was losing you, what a surprise. <br />'I'll be okay' that's a lie, <br />Or maybe not I don't know why <br />I can't figure out my feelings inside <br />Of my soul, oh they all hide <br />Behind each other <br />What I think is one, is another, <br />Oh they confound me so <br />Should I stay or should I go <br />Insane once more, once again, <br />Tell me, tell me bestest friend <br />How it is I truly feel <br />This pain, this pain is so unreal, <br />That it rots me to my core <br />So much that I fall to the floor <br />That's flooded with my empty tears, <br />My false hopes, my true fears. <br />Without you I'm nothing this is true, <br />But I want you to be happy too. <br />I wish I were a lonely puppet, <br />But then again I am one, yet <br />Unlike this tiny plastic doll, <br />I have a heart, my one downfall. <br />My sadness will build up and unfold <br />Until I finally explode <br />From my feelings that contrast, <br />And cause destruction to come fast.<br /><br />Matt Reyes<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/explosion-coupled-with-self-destruction/
