Violent pictures <br />disrupting the neatness social order <br />affecting mainly my well-made mind <br />as if bearing unbearable grief <br />traumatic remembering <br />depriving my youth <br />dimming my vision <br />cutting my fortune <br />into pieces of tears <br />mourning in island grail <br />of nightmare <br />paralizing myriad cells <br />only brain remained <br />crawling in thinking of <br />self-massacre inner war limb to limb <br />firing black parade to <br />curse unconscious self-sabotage <br />to flash the history of deprivation <br />a doom to live again under hex <br />a voodoo spell of conflicting self <br /> <br />back off voyeurism internet addict <br />a sign of disgust <br />relieve my flesh who imprisoned me <br />half-life sentences <br />reject my childhood illness <br />and mental lost control <br />I burried down all negative emotions <br />under the hole of the pasts <br /> <br />goodbye helpless victimized self <br />now i am strong <br />entitled to what <br />the <br />Divine strength masks <br />on me <br /> <br />and at mindful distance <br />without any eye purple details <br />i look at myself <br />with compassionate positive <br />contributing curiosity <br /> <br /> <br />i see a man of rebirth <br />coming from the womb of <br />catastrophising and exploding <br />commatosed yesterdays<br /><br />Rommel Mark Dominguez Marchan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sorrow-e-r-commatose/
